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It’s Valentine’s again :(

Valentine Oh valentine you come around again
Your little angel missed and his arrow went in vain
I hate that you coming and your presence I disdain
For the ladies will be loved and I will watch in pain

As two days go by with no red flower in sight
My heart will be aching, my brain will fright
Another year has passed and lonely was my fight
To have a decent journey and make it look right

But I miss having emotions, sentiments, feelings
As the years flew by my heart’s crust is peeling
My heart is aching, crying, bleeding and dreaming
Of a second chance to loving, beating and healing

But I will not break and I will not bend
My heart has scars that only I can mend
Give me a lover and to him I will tend
Make his pain mine and all his suffer end

A lover to be partner for the good and the bad
Another story though from the one I had
That one broke my back and made my heart mad
No, a nice story that would make me not be a lad

A story that would summon that woman I buried
Who had to disappear when to a monster was married
That monster she divorced and her own life she carried
With her two beautiful angels on a journey she ferried

Oh valentine be nice be gentle and be kind
Your presence and festivities I do not mind
But for godssake for next year do unwind
And let that arrow of yours my heart find                                                                       Image

What men want!!!

As a woman I definitely understand men’s dilemma about not knowing what we want, cause we honestly don’t know what we want so men might as well stop trying to know what women want. BUT, for a single woman, i have been trying to find out what men really want out of a relationship, their partner, work, life… I hope this post will be interactive so both genders will benefit.

To all the men out there, especially on wordpress, and especially my bloggers friends, please do tell us, poor single women what you want. Use the list below for reference if you want:

  • Should i wear make-up?
  • Should i be skinny?
  • Should i open my mouth and try to have a conversation?
  • is it ok to talk politics? religion? finance?
  • Should i be the strong woman that I am or play drama queen?
  • Should i offer to pay half the bill?
  • Should i wear high heels? I am tall already.
  • Should i be skinny or average is okay?
  • Should i wear all my clothes even to a casual outing?
  • Should i offer to meet you there or make you pick me up?
  • Should i play financially dependent on a male figure in my family? Even if I am not.
  • Should i pay half of my trip if we travel together even if you can afford it?
  • Should i keep my mouth shut even when you are wrong?
  • Should i nag?
  • Should i make the conversation sound like I am learning from you even if my knowledge i that area can teach a school?
  • Would my expensive car intimidate you? 
  • Should i be super woman? or Cinderella?
  • IS it okay if I like Rock music?
  • Eminem?
  • Is it okay if i am a single mom of two? I just want a date and some casual sex. Not a new husband (no thank you)

Men say men are easy to handle, simple beings, what we see is what we get, bla bla bla. That doesn’t seem to work anymore. Your help is highly appreciated cause it might help me get a date (laid) before i turn old and ugly. Dear ladies, your opinion is appreciated as well (#lebanonobserver). I am 38 and i can’t seem to figure this thing out. If i act strong they flee, if i act weak i’m a drama queen, if i eat a salad i’m boring, if i eat a burger i’m an insatiable cow, if i keep quiet i am opinionless, if i say my mind i am opinionated… So Botox is bad, yet wrinkles are a “forever alone” neon sign, Boob job is plastic yet natural boobs are disgusting and a sight to avoid………………………………………. 

New Year resolutions: eat less, drink less, travel more, have a boyfriend, laugh more and put some goddamn money aside… Should i even try to understand men in 2014? is it possible? achievable? I am willing if you think I should. 

HAPPY NEW YEAR TO EVERYONE IN THE WORLD, ALL THE WAY FROM LEBANON, A TINY COUNTRY IN THE MIDDLE EAST.